I just saw my ex the other day and boy, did it bring back all those painful memories!

Don't get me wrong, I don't hate him. In fact, if I could bring back the time, I wouldn't have done those things that caused him so much pain.

They were right, you know. Those people who warned me that a love like his can only come once in a lifetime, they were right. Now, I have to suffer for my indiscretions, for my cold-heartedness.

I can't have him now. He is already married and already has his own family. To try to be with him would mean having to wreck that family and I wouldn't want to do that. That's his happiness. If you really love someone, you've got to let them be where they can be happy.

I guess this is karma. I guess I have to live with the fact that I broke his heart and that he would never, ever talk to me again.

I guess, this is how things are meant to be. If I hadn't been that selfish bitch back then, maybe I would still have him now. Maybe I would have been spared from all the pain that my a-hole recent ex caused me.

...maybe